I'm still wide awake at this time as I probably have insomnia. But anw I took the time to update my blog and not let it rot :)

This few days I've been eating so much and feel like a happy lil' girl without any worries and I swear that feeling is awesome! But I'll gain weight. Who cares!? Fat then fat lol.

Work today was kinda fun. Thanks to entertainment from the riders and not forgetting those people who helped while I was having a hell out of a time. (I enjoyed myself cos that sickening fellow wasn't working and I'm damn happy.)

Next, Momma has bought the christmas lightings alr and it's in a gorgeous blue! Luckily she didn't buy green ones if not I'd ask her to exchange or get rid of it straight!! 

I love the way my home is decorated now!

Momma also bought a snowman! Of course not made of snow. Small and cute I like :) Now only late nov but have the christmas feel alr! Christmas would be different this year for me for sure.

But I ain't sure about my birthday :l 

I'm having the most unsure feeling. What am I gonna do?

All this years my birthday was just a normal and dull day. Sometimes I would just wanna sleep and lie down on my bed all day long without having the need to wake up and wait for the day to pass by.

But this year I'll be turning 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not 13, 14 or 15 years old ok! It's 16 years old!!!!!!!!!

In the states, girls would always have a grand sweet 16th birthday party or whatever. But in Singapore? It seems like it's just a normal age and day.. My goodness.

I shall drop this subject :)

Chubby is over at Cuzz's place right now. He's actually quite good at cooking ya know? I love his mifen and Momma's pancake. 

I must must must eat it soon!!!!!

All I think nowadays is food, food and only food. Something is seriously wrong with me right? But I am sure that people who wants me to gain weight is giggling away.

As I type, I'm getting more and more sleepy and I still need to wash my tortoises! 

Off I go sweet, 

ciao~

2:25 AM

I just came back from cwp with Dad, Chubby, Jo, Leia, Lucas and the maid. I was very full from my lunch and somehow I was unhappy but I did not vent my anger on anyone.

This may be a long post so bear with it alright sweet?

So, I slept at 7.45 a.m this morning as I was playing computer games. Awesome huh? I wasn't even tired! Until I dragged myself out of bed this afternoon..

Luckily I got my lunch before the heavy downpour. Chubby wasn't home as he went for Jap buffet with Momma. Then Daddy came by and I was still eating. I took my time as he came way earlier than planned and I had to shit!

Finally we reached and I wanted to send my phone for servicing. But the approx. price I have to pay is 80-150 bucks. Expensive? Totally.

I went to check out the phones. I was quite enthusiastic about E72 since 3 weeks ago so I checked it out just now and immediately stroke it off my list. The keypad is so damn freaking tiny and I don't like it cos I wanna type fast fast one. So what if it has wi-fi? It's expensive and sad news is that I ain't rich.

Daddy convinced me to get a touch screen phone, afterall he is using one (Samsung Omnia II). I like big phones cos it won't slide off my hand. Seriously it happens haha! 

He told me to get Samsung Jet cos the design is quite pretty and it also has wi-fi but no tiny keypad like E72. On the other hand, Jo is using Iphone and I find it cool!! She even has games like cooking dash, sally's spa, cooking mama and so many many more!

But the prices of both phones are also damn awesome!!!!!! I think I'm gonna work for Daddy soon, I really don't have a choice. All I have to do is just call people and ask if they wanna rent or sell their places. 

How hard can it be? (I'm just consoling myself)

Oh yeah, Daddy exaggerated how skinny I am and he's afraid I don't know when to stop dieting.

Okay maybe I'll stop dieting.

Maybe I'll  eat as and when I like.

Maybe I'll just stuff myself with chocolates!!!!!!!! :D

Maybe I'll just eat as much icecream as I want.

Maybe I'll order and eat pizzas all by myself.

Maybe I'll just eat rice everyday and not caring about how much carbohydrate it has!!!!!

Wanting to slim down is really really pure torture. I sacrificed so much just to lose ____ kg. [fill-in-the-blanks]

Up  till now, there are still people who says that I'm fat. I should really stop being bothered by criticisms guys are giving me, like in the past.

Yes I should really really stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha! There's no way I'm gonna stop as I'm not and never will be satisfied with myself. Thus, I'm gonna keep my 39 with me and aiming for 37. Blahblahblahblahblah...............................

Another thing! Rozz said that New Moon, the Cullens and Bella was a disappointment know? :l And that it was so boring she fell asleep. But Taylor was madly and awfully hawt!! 

Omg and he's only 17 years old!!!!!!! Me love his hawt body but I love Robert Pattison too!!!!

I don't care about the comments on how disappointing the movie is. I'm still gonna watch it!!!!!!!!!!! 

Yay Momma bought a christmas tree :D See! Got the feel alr. She's also playing Alvin and the chipmunks cd. Hilarious! If only she will fork out to buy a new handphone for me :l

Nvm I'll save!!!!!!!

Is this post long enough? Nah it isn't. I wanna post long long one.

Quite a number of stuffs has been happening at work. Now I really abhor working whenever that FUTURE CL is working. 

Can you imagine that I have to face him for so many hours? Somedays it's 6 hours and there's even 8 hours straight.

I can't believe how unfair the management is but anw I'm not bothered about being a cl myself so that's not the reason why I'm unhappy with it. The damn problem is he's so good and being a bootlicker. Yeap a handful of people agrees. 

So what if you came across my blog and see this? You think I would delete it away? No way :) Enjoy it fucker.

Now I wanna eat charmee, mcspicy or whatever that is spicy!!!! I just can't find the time to eat all this. Sucky? Exactly.

I have not shower, wash my tortoises and so many more.

How am I gonna celebrate my birthday?

Simple solution, sleep at home.

But Momma suggested chalet. I should ask her to gimme the money and I'll just get a new phone. Good idea? Yeah obviously it is.

I need to get a new phone asap!!!! Iphone or Samsung Jet? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.........

Btw this is an evidence of me being taller than Lishin heh!

Maybe I'm gonna discuss what to do on Christmas with Momma and Chubby so....

ciao~

8:10 PM

I'm back from town with Lishin :) Didn't buy anything. I only spend money on food!!! Ate Sushi Tei after so long and I finally ate rice! Yum yum...

Although I was full alr, I still wanted to eat chocolate waffle. So I enjoyed myself even if it's fattening like hella but it's once in a while okay! I'll just pray that I won't get fatter.

Our bill wasn't much but I spent 16 bucks on food. Usually I'll just eat whatever Momma gets for me haha.

And......

I wanted to eat Auntie Anne's pretzels but gosh, I had to control. Maybe some other time :)

Overall it was a damn boring day. Still, I enjoyed myself as I was taller than Lishin [only for today] My feets are sore from all the walking, my eyes are so dry from all the whatever.

Tonight there's a cresent and one star in the sky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Awesome or what!?!?!?

I love my nails, 

I love my eyeliner,

I love my dresses.

Simply, I love everything :)

Fri going to watch movie hoo! Taylor is hawt, right?!

Last Saturday Momma Wanted to bring me for facial but I was working. Money money money T.T Hopefully I'll be able to get a new phone after this month :l

Took tons of pic with Lishin but I only send over a few and will upload a few. Sigh what do you expect from someone who is totally drained out from everything?

See my nails!!

Off to shower and then gonna play the game Chubby downloaded for me while he's away for a leadership camp, I miss him alr.

Ciao~

P.S. Do you still remember when's my birthday?

9:58 PM

5:13 PM

Finally pay from mac and seab came in. I'm rich!!!! Actually, not really x.x I still can't buy the phone I want. Sigh it's so damn expensive ok. But nvm I'll save up and work double hard to earn enough money!!!!!!

Hopefully it isn't gonna rain tmr. I want a smooth day out with my girls :) 

I'm going towning with Lishin next week again. And may be meeting that skinny bitch on Fri. Like madness or what!? I've been working my arse off since the hols started so it's time I enjoy myself.

Momma finally bought cheesecake for me and I ate 2 slices. Now I'm so full that I don't feel like eating anymore zz. Aunt told me that if my stomach doesn't have anything to digest, it would somehow lead to stomach cancer o.o [before you say ya right, go do some research ok smart aleck]

I wanna go swimming with my lil cuzzons again! Oh did I mention that Chubby is finally back from my Aunt's place? I saw him sleeping last night but when I woke up this afternoon, he wasn't home. Still, it's a good thing as I can use the comp with a piece of mind :)

Ytd  I did kitchen! Hoooooooooo~ I had so much fun man. I realized that there is one word that riders love to use. If you are working there, you would know what it is haha!

Damn it's gonna rain T.T I guess I'll have to bring an umbrella along later on. But I love rainy days at least it's cooling unlike normal humid days. 

Right now, I'm suffering from a damn painful tummyache so I'm off to rest.

Ciao~

1:03 PM

Yay! I finally went to town after so long, I think. It was raining today but luckily Momma came back just in time and she drove me to Np to meet up with Lishin :)

I showed her that fucker's sms and she was like, O.O! Then we started to gossip and finally, ORCHARD!!!!!!!

First up, Fareast to hunt for whatever stuffs. I didn't buy anything as nothing exactly caught my eye. Then we headed to Wisma.

Cotton On/Max and More/Toliet.

We got bored so we went to Cine for our dinner, Pastamania!! I finally had my creamy chicken yum yum!!!!

Went to Diva then Orchard Central. Bought a watch then got bored again so we wanted to walk over to Heeren and guess what? We totally overshot T.T Why? Cos we were crazily recalling and singing Christmas Carols and BOOMZ! We ended up at Wisma again.

So we walked back to Heeren, headed to Cactus and Pine. Wanted to buy flower for me hair but see long alr like boring only so I skipped it.

Walked back to the mrt station and home at 10 plus.

I'm totally drained!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x.x

Picnic this Fri with Lishin and Fel hooray!!

I'm so gonna save up for a new handphone! Yes it will be Nokia blah.

It's freaking  25 degrees right now!!!!!!!! Awesome or what?!?! (I added this in at 2:48 a.m)

P.S. You are really childish HAHAHA! What a joke dude. Go self reflect yourself. Btw if you were trying to be sarcastic in your sms, it did not work out. I was laughing away y'know!? Omg hilarious. Your sarcasm level is so damn low that I didn't even feel a thing. Pathetic right? Douchebag! Still say go seperate ways? And it would be better? What?? You acting in a tv drama?!?! Instead of me entertaining you, it was the other way round. FOOL!

Wanna see who can laugh louder and longer??

Well it turns to be.....
ME :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!




Okay finally photos up.
L'ya XOXO ciao~

1:44 AM

Went down with Grandma for lunch. Awfully full full full!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm loving the feel now :) She also bought ang ku kueh for me. It's been ages since I last ate it. Grandma's the best best best.

I spent 8 bucks on tibits but it was worth it cos I think it can last for quite long. Hoo~

I hope Cuzz will be coming over later on cos I miss him :( I miss Paps, Lucas and Leia too!!!!!

Oh yeah, I've decided to buy a Nokia phone and I love 4 phones. 3 of it has not been released yet T.T Nvm! I will wait :D

This Fri I'm gonna bake a chocolate cake with my Aunt. And I may be going swimming with my little cuzzons. So exciting you know!?!?!? 

Before I go, I want to say something..

Thanks so much for the compliment :) If you wanna worship me, just say so. But I don't welcome you cos you're gross!

Here's one advice for you, before you use any word on me, you should really look up the dictionary seriously.

Now whenever I see you, you will remind me of an Angler Fish. You got any idea what's that? If you don't know right go and google it and you can see your fucking hideous face!!!! Me love it a lot you know anot?

Ok you don't know so I'm telling you now!!! *winks*

Take note, an Angler Fish isn't ugly. It's pretty in a hideous way :) Like I-don't-know-who got this saying "This world don't have any ugly women, just lazy women."

So, don't criticize others by saying ugly or whatso. You know, people who say that others ugly are people with low-self-esteem. It's SO LIKE YOU! Plus plus plus, you're like a judgemental freak!

You try going around and telling people straight into their face all the negative things you can think of them. I bet you'll get one tight slap.

I'll be so damn happy!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D You bet'cha.

Btw don't look down on fat people ok? If you wanna continue saying, go ahead and do so. I bet you'll become a fatso in the future.

What's that call.......... KARMA/RETRIBUTION.

Omg can you sense sarcasm in the air? Yes yes I can and I'm totally loving it.

You're nothing but a moronic loser a.k.a swine. (f.y.i it's not pronounce as aka, it's pronounced like alphabets you know? Don't know then too bad stupid.)

Ciao/Tata/Bye!

2:08 PM

It's raining and definitely freezing now. I was home alone the whole of ytd. It was quite awesome cos Momma isn't here to nag at me. But I miss Chubby's company the most..

Maybe tmr Cuzz and Grandma will be coming over but depends if I want or not. And this Friday I'm going over to my Aunt's place to bake cupcakes!! :) Maybe I can go swimming and get tanned..

I miss Leroy and Rachel, both my cute little cuzzons. Have not seen them in ages!! But I'll see them real soon.

I'm still confused on what brand of phone to get. Nokia? Blackberry?? Samsung???? I've got to give it a serious thought cos Daddy warn me that I may regret.

Most probably I'll send my phone for servicing and get it fixed so that I can use it till Daddy close 8 more deals and he can get me and Chubby new phones. Or maybe I will use my own money to get it.

To earn more money, I guess I'll work for Daddy. I think I really should go for job hunting soon.. Provided I'm not lazy cos I've been staying at home this few days.

Still, I have the cravings for hotcakes! Who wants to eat with me?! But I doubt I will be able to wake up before mac breakfast ends. They should really extend their breakfast timing to maybe, 1p.m?

I think I'll be going out with Daddy on Saturday alone with Jo, Lucas and Leia. But where shall we go???? Sg sucks to the core.

I so wanna watch Saw VI but it's R21!!! Damn it..

I'll drag Cuzz and Momma to Sentosa for a picnic when they get back.

I still have to finish 4 loaves of bread later on cos it expires today.

Ciao~

2:24 PM

My mom and Chubby went to Cambodia for a missionary trip and they left damn early this morning. I waited till they left at 4a.m then went to sleep till 2 plus just now.

I'm wide awake now and home alone. Cool yeah? I love it now but I'm gonna miss Chubby. He hugged me before he left aww such a sweetie. Although we always fight verbally and physically.. I still love him to bits.

Ok I'm pretty much exhausted from everything. Yes including friends now. Whatever it is damn you all!!!!!! 

I don't know why I'm feeling so angry now and it makes me go blank and I don't know what to blog about. 

Oh there is two things.

Firstly, guys are nothing but jerks and I feel like killing them. Why do I know guys that are good for nothing?

Secondly, don't treat me like a scapegoat. Think about my feelings before you guys gimme such crap. And don't push all the blame to me when you guys are at fault.

You guys' solution to everything: Break f/s.

Luckily, it made us see how fragile our f/s is. It's total blessing in disguise.

Nothing happened that could cheer me up at all. 

So, that's all suckers. Ciao~ I hate everyone out there right now I swear.

2:43 PM

Yipee! I'm back from work quite some time ago.

Pay from SEAB isn't in yet :( Shitty shit. I can't shop much as I still have to pay for my hp bill and save up for a new phone damn money is so important.

Last night we finally got sms yay!! But of course it is me who took the initiative to sms him if not he won't even bother. See! Guys are also so cruel one so don't say girls only ok haha. 

I really want to eat cheesecake and nachos manzx!

Speaking of nachos, I remember Caro owing me 2 of it and I owe her 10 oranges. And I haven't seen her in a while. Am wondering if she shrank even more......

We should go for a picnic tgt soon ok!!!! Including you Chum!

I'm gonna watch some tv as I'm alone at home. Although Momma is here, sheesh it doesn't make any difference. I miss Chubby and he's only coming back this Fri!!!! T.T Oh lord..

11:02 PM

Chum said, "We paid to cry." I have to totally agree as we caught the movie, My Sister's Keeper. Just like what the reviews said, it was surely a tearjerker and an awesome movie! Also, it made me realize that life is very very fragile.

One moment ago, you may be leading the most perfect life. Another moment, your whole world would just come crushing down. 

Y'know it's very true so don't take things for granted especially people around you.

Good news is that I can eat what I like as the swelling somehow went down. But it isn't good for me as I'm trying to lose weight, still. I thought I lost 1 kg alr, but I didn't. 

Sadly, back at square one and I have 3 more kg to lose. I must really really control my appetite man!!!!!

Another thing worth to be happy about is that, I finally watch Spongebob Squarepants just now!!!!!!!

Bamboo says that he will help me find Halloween 2 if he goes to Malaysia. So thoughtful right?!? Not really cos he was suppose to watch it with me but unfortunately it's bloody M18!!!

Ok I'm gonna stay at home tmr and watch Hannah Montana the movie probably with Chubby and watch my diet if not I'll surely kill myself.

I guess you forgot about it cos you're always so busy. Whatever F you hairy monster!!!!!

I'm too tired to think of what to blog so that's all suckers. 

Ciao~ 

9:00 PM